I am just trying to define an awkward moment and its after effects on me. ( my brain becomes totally dis functional) (Note - we are just friends)
I am talking to this person, a nice conversation indeed and all of a sudden an unexpected dialogue is thrown at my face, the feeling is something like your driving really fast on a smooth road and a pot hole pops up, wherein you don't even have time to put the breaks....OK lets come back to my story, sad comparison I know! couldn't think of a better way to put it across. For a moment I was blank, now how am I suppose to react to that statement...First response - I give him a fake smile, second response - I say " See you later I need to catch up with some pending work", third response - I sit at my desk and think! think! think ( all kinds of permutations and combination's), fourth response - blame myself, fifth response - sulk, sixth response - I try and keep myself occupied with work so that I don't think too much, seventh response - I wonder may be I am making a big deal out of nothing, eighth response - I don't care, ninth response - Off course I care, before the tenth response I receive a message from him which said "All quite in the wireless front" ....hmmm... eleventh response, I was making a mountain out of a mole Hill...That's me at times :)
